urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv □ the one and only icon_goddess □ □ the one and only icon_goddess □ 2007-10-18T18:10:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:397769 2007-10-18T18:10:48Z 2007-10-18T18:10:48Z check out my blog that has a list of the very best gpt sites around. learn more about what a gpt site is and how easy it is to make money right now!<br /><br /><center><a href="http://gpt-sites-galore.blogspot.com/"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/vblackangelv/misc%20crap/mybanner.gif"></a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:393857 2006-07-13T14:39:43Z 2006-07-31T02:32:28Z thanks for stopping by :)<br /><br />if you came here looking for my graphics, allow me to re-direct you to <span class='ljuser' lj:user='icon_goddess' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/icon_goddess/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif' alt='[info]' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/icon_goddess/'><b>icon_goddess</b></a></span><br /><br />if you came here to friend me, i do not update much anymore due to time restrictions so you will be dissapointed if you friend me <br /><br />i work 7 days a week now and <span class='ljuser' lj:user='icon_goddess' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/icon_goddess/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif' alt='[info]' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/icon_goddess/'><b>icon_goddess</b></a></span> has over 11,000 members which takes up most of my online time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:366645 2004-06-01T00:09:16Z 2004-06-01T00:09:16Z i decided to go today and visit my big baby ducks...the ones that were born 2 months ago and another momie had babies while i was away!<br /><br />she had 5 left...<br /><br />i am not hopeful...there prolly wont be any in the morning :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:366372 2004-05-27T05:10:06Z 2004-05-27T05:11:47Z hell yes! i am finally out of this shithole....this one room prison!<br /><br />i am moving to the building next door...lol<br /><br />into a ONE bedroom! i am on cloud nine right now :)<br /><br />and to to top it all off, it is only $40 more a month than i am paying now...and the building is way prettier and more quiet and my unit is an end unit next to the stairwell and only the kitchen and bathroom share a wall with the 1 neighbor...how cool is that?<br /><br />and for even better news, my boss is giving me a paid trip to Maui for 2 people for the end of the year! 5 days, hotel room up to $200 a night paid and round trip airfare! all i have to pay for is fun :)<br /><br />but in sadder news, i think the babies are all dead :( i went tonight and no sign of them :( no more needs to be said... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:366280 2004-05-26T02:51:17Z 2004-05-26T03:00:43Z ack! this is a different mommie....this was one of my babies from before cuz when she saw me, she went bonkers....she prolly would have let me pick her up, she was so happy to see me!<br /><br />she was scared and hungry, so i got her fed and got her ramp for the babies and just got back from checking on them and they are all up out of the water sleeping under her :)<br /><br />head count today is 8....lets hope for the best... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:364893 2004-05-15T19:37:41Z 2004-05-15T19:47:28Z i really havn't wanted to update on the lil guys cuz i am losing them fast :(<br /><br />i have no idea why they are dying off because they seem so damn healthy and big but something or someone is killing them off<br /><br />there are only 3 left now...i found 1 in the grass by a tree on Wednesday right after i found a squirrel dead and all curled up stuffed inside one if the pilars outside one of the pondside offices....i am not sure if the squirrel was placed there or if it tried to crawl in there for protection or just crawled in there to die<br /><br />and then yesterday evening my mom and i went down there to look in on them and one was dead in the water and the other 3 were just hanging out with him....looked like they were trying to make him wake up or something...it was a hard site to see....they didn't want to leave him....and they were nudging it and by the time we could find something to pick him up with, he had been sucked up into the filter next to where we found him....one guess is that either the lil guys had pulled him out of there because maybe he was stuck because those filters have strong suction....i have a guess that maybe they were playing over there and he got stuck and lost air because when they were real small, they could pop in and out of the filter slots but now they are so big perhaps he got in there to play and couldn't get out<br /><br />babies this size just don't die in the water....the only predator that can get them in the water is the seagulls and i really don't think that was the cause of this one's death...he looked untouched and in good shape<br /><br />and so did the lil guy i found in the grass...<br /><br />another guess is poison...in the grass or thrown in the water and perhaps it is not enough to kill off the seagulls and grown up ducks but enough to kill babies<br /><br />my mom agrees that these guys seem way too big to be falling prey to to another bird...so that only leaves me guessing <br /><br />and of course my last guess is that someone is fucking with them....i don't even want to pursue that idea in my head any more...<br /><br />other than that, i am having a good time visiting with my mama<br /><br />they are down here on business to promote their gaming website at the Electronic Entertainment Expo going on at the L.A. Convention Center and they got me a signed cd from Nine Inch Nails because they did the soundtrack for a new game just released....so that was the highlight of my week!<br /><br />just wish i had been there to meet them like they did....lucky dogs! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:363464 2004-05-02T04:11:23Z 2004-05-02T04:12:37Z oh the good embarrassing times await us tonight ;)<br /><br />i sang for the first time a month ago...did 'The Pretenders' "Brass in Pocket" a good first timers song...hopefully this place will have it tonight as it is one of the few songs i know by heart that seems to be on mosts lists...and it doesn't hurt that i can sing a lot like Chrissy Hynde ;)<br /><br />fed the babies today...and guess what? this batch came running to me for the first today...i about died...nothing like 5 one month old fuzzy ducklings running to you in excitement...<br /><br />life is pretty good right now :)<br /><br />now if Jason could just see the light and get off his high horse and commit to me, i would be perfect...<br /><br />but i think perfection may be over-rated...<br /><br />have a great weekend friends!<br /><br />and look at my new icon! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:362246 2004-04-17T02:29:05Z 2004-04-17T02:29:05Z and holding!<br /><br />for 4 days straight now...almost 5! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:362033 2004-04-15T01:50:24Z 2004-04-15T01:51:40Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />those are pieces of bread floating in the water on that second one..they are bigger than the babies!<br /><br />i was moving too much so the images are blurry...i will try and get better ones ;)<br /><br /><img src="http://img4.photobucket.com/albums/0803/blackangelicons/babyducks1.jpg"><br /> <br /><img src="http://img4.photobucket.com/albums/0803/blackangelicons/babyducks.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:361839 2004-04-13T01:00:33Z 2004-04-13T01:22:49Z out of 11...ggrrrr!!!<br /><br />i need to remember my camera so i can take piccies while they are still alive :(<br /><br />i hope these ones make it... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:361674 2004-04-08T02:02:42Z 2004-04-08T02:03:25Z 11!<br /><br />and she is a kick ass mom!<br /><br />and the dad is even better....i watched him fight off 4 male ducks at once that were trying to get at the babies....he is one mean ass dude :-p<br /><br />i made a ramp for them and they learned to climb it in 10 minutes!<br /><br />they are only a few days old and i am going to take piccies tomorrow....they are tiny!<br /><br />the mom sits at the bottom of the ramp so while they are climbing it they wont slide down and she nudges them up with her bill....these ones stand a good chance :)<br /><br />i am tired....gonna shower and relax :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:360812 2004-03-28T18:42:43Z 2004-03-28T21:28:07Z yes folks, it lives....<br /><br />joining the gym 'Curves' tomorrow....very excited for that!<br /><br />going to IHOP and a movie whenever Jason wakes up...maybe the beach too<br /><br />Suzie is sleeping under the covers with him....too cute!<br /><br />me, i'm trying to be quiet and getting quite bored<br /><br />hung out with Sandra and some other friends yesterday...very nice day....i have missed her....i am going to make a point to see her at least once a week...she only lives 15 minutes away for christs sake!<br /><br />we went to a bar during the day and brought Sandra's 4 year old! lol<br /><br />they serve food and stuff during the day, and we just played pool and listened to music...then went to the coast to invade the boys, where San Pedro starts to meet Palos Verdes and drank beers and then went back to her and Dave's house and played more pool and darts....Sandra wanted to go to the titty bar across the alley but i was not feeling it....next time i suppose<br /><br />hope you guys are behaving badly :-p urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:360443 2004-03-15T20:34:53Z 2004-03-15T20:34:53Z it was broken wing that was in the road :(<br /><br />her bf is lonely and keeps looking for her<br /><br />there are hardly any ducks left...most of them have taken off except for maybe 8...mostly boys<br /><br />at least she is out of any pain she may have been in... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:360099 2004-03-06T01:09:15Z 2004-03-06T01:09:15Z there was a dead duck in the road today...<br /><br />something tells me it was broken wing...<br /><br />i havnt seen her all day<br /><br />but she has been hiding in the bushes a lot...<br /><br />i cried...<br /><br />i left work early...<br /><br />no matter which duck it was, it was my baby...they all are... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:359846 2004-03-05T04:33:02Z 2004-03-05T04:34:00Z broken wing is still around of course, but i think she is gonna have babies which is my worst nightmare :(<br /><br />she was being attacked by 3 boys today (boy ducks) and she was running for her life...it was awful...i was chasing them off but i cant be there 24/7...<br /><br />and she ran and hid behind the bench my boss was sitting on...he could have reached down and picked her up she was that close...she was just sitting there hiding...<br /><br />my heart dropped when i saw that...she is so fragile and such an easy target...i am thinking of moving her...but i dunno... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:358429 2004-02-14T04:52:00Z 2004-02-14T04:54:22Z <img src="http://img4.photobucket.com/albums/0803/vblackangelv/blends/vcard-icon_goddess_copy.gif"><br /><br />i am officially calling it V-day! **points to her icon**<br /><br />Victim's Day :-p<br /><br />i will be spending the day with my single gf...<br /><br />we are going to a pool tournament and drinking tomorrow...yes, we know how to live it up...lol<br /><br />Jason is not speaking to me...yeah, what else is new....<br /><br />long story, and dont wanna bore you with details, as i really don't even remember what set us off :-p<br /><br />all i know is he has not returned my calls in a week<br /><br />fuck him<br /><br />:)<br /><br />spend the day with someone you love...even if it is just an animal ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:357156 2004-01-22T02:38:26Z 2004-01-22T02:38:26Z Sandra came by to give me a payment in my mailbox and guess what?<br /><br />she came up to see me!<br /><br />it has now been 6 months since we have spoken....i am stoked out of mind! i missed her so much and she looks so good....and we carried on like no time had passed.....<br /><br />i couldnt be any more happy right now :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:356386 2004-01-17T06:34:12Z 2004-01-17T06:34:12Z Attention: Problem with S1 styles<br /><br />"Just to let you know that a problem has occurred with custom S1 styles in the style browser and in your edit style pages, all the info about the style is blank. <br /><br />This has been reported to LiveJournal developers and they will work to fix this. I'll post when I know more. <br /><br />Please do NOT open a support request about this, support volunteers have already informed the developers and there's nothing more that support volunteers can do. <br /><br />I strongly recommend NOT changing any part of any of your custom s1 styles in case of making the situation worse for yourself." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:356139 2004-01-16T01:21:19Z 2004-09-01T23:51:04Z between that and getting my community organized, i am pooped :-o<br /><br />i got a $400 a month raise today so that lifted my spirits :)<br /><br />i am almost in richland...lol<br /><br />brings me up to $3k a month...and very well deserved might i say...i work my ass off and put in 100% to my job so i am worth it ;)<br /><br />Jason and i are great....as back together as we ever will be...i think he is learning to trust me again....this takes time i know<br /><br />but i am a good girl...for the most part ;)<br /><br />hope you guys are being naughty! ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:355686 2004-01-12T14:45:52Z 2004-01-12T14:45:52Z icon_goddess has turned into a community....you must join in order to see my stuff<br /><br /><br />join here <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=icon_goddess&mode=full">http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=icon_goddess&mode=full</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:355290 2004-01-09T03:50:36Z 2004-01-09T03:51:24Z for such absense...<br /><br />i have been spending my computer time getting my icon journal all squared away<br /><br />i had well over 600 people there and LJ only allows 750 so i had to turn it into a community...what a chore!<br /><br />but it is all done and i think everyone is happy :)<br /><br />i am tired :-o<br /><br />more to come later :-p urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:354213 2003-12-28T00:49:32Z 2003-12-28T00:49:32Z never and i say never, put out a cigarette in an empty bottle of Baily's that is sitting next to your full bottle of Bailey's<br /><br />dry heave city! :-o urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:353960 2003-12-28T00:08:41Z 2003-12-28T00:08:41Z i hope today is better than x-mas!<br /><br /><img src="http://img4.photobucket.com/albums/0803/blackangelicons/jamie.gif"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:353753 2003-12-27T21:02:35Z 2003-12-27T21:05:23Z if you get removed...please, it is nothing personal...just that my life has gotten busier, and 200+ friends is just ridiculous<br /><br />for my icon journal, of course i want tons of people...i am not reading their journals, we have quick lil chats and then we all move on...and of course some of you from the icon journal, i have built a relationship that goes beyond graphics and that is why you are here...but i have a lot of people on my list, i just really have not had the chance to get personal with<br /><br />that doesnt mean anything bad...but when you are as active on LJ as i am, you have to keep things into perspective...and in order to get more personal with my closer friends, i have to drop people<br /><br />if you really want to get to know me better and i have dropped you, then yes, please leave a message here so i can add you back...but only if you really are sorry to see me go ;)<br /><br />i hate this...i hate being the first to drop a friend :/<br /><br />so if you really dont care much about me, drop me first and make me feel better...lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vblackangelv:353224 2003-12-27T00:28:34Z 2003-12-27T00:29:32Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://img4.photobucket.com/albums/0803/blackangelicons/7098da80.jpg">